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Thursday, September 15, 2005

its the [PRE-examination stress]
me ht ct and sh are in the project rm now.
the pathology test is advancing, at ard 4pm, i tink.
cudnt care less. so hard to memorise.
they are all holding on to the paper, but god knows how many are engraving the all-so-similar information in their tiny heads. haha.

;) none of us pass in the first test. but i m already very happy. i tink i score though not v well but a satisfactory fail. hahaha.

going crazy. just finish my clinical optometry practical test.
dont know fail or pass.
haha.
i care abt my studies. but does it care abt me?

life is whirling.
i tink i m walking too fast.

haha. i wanna migrate to a countryside.
after the examination i wanna learn swimming. ct n sh promise to teach me. hehehe.
lets all schedule the days we are left with before a new semester starts.
life will be good.

aint your stereotypical girl freaking out @ 1:01 PM

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

oh no..
bad things happen when life is too good..
argh. been having on-offs fever and got knows what.
i fainted?
ulcer and sore throat just recover.
life is a bundle of shit now.

missed a prac coz i went to the doc's.
did some screen. take out some blood. ouch.
had nightmares, went to my sis room sleep for few nights.
gosh.

mostly is my body failing me.

i think i m going to die.
it is the innermost kinda feeling.
hmm.
i went for rebond some days ago. cant rembr.
coz i just wanna try everything.
the effect is giving me a different feeling but then i still prefer my old style.
though, no regrets here.

i wanna be good to my mum.
i wanna donate blood.

there is so many wanna.
dont wanna die.
eek.

or have anything bad.
tsk.

aint your stereotypical girl freaking out @ 7:46 PM

Monday, June 20, 2005

Eeeeeeeeee.
Life is good. all things balance out huh.
as long as we get used, as long as we get contented.
wad can go so wrong?

haha. its monday. i m at my working desk.
i ve got the monday blues.
i had my share of fun during practicals but also a dose too many of blurness.
shit. the vision is all fogging in front of me. but seriously i do have to admit the fact tt my vision make a turn for the worse after i enter Optom.

argh.
monday blues. Pple cant stop calling in. i cant get a wink.
just came back from ubin on sun. gotta work from mon to wed.
i m so screwed up.

oh. i ve got a ulcer in my mouth.
its horrifyingly PAIN.
its killing me BIG TIME.
i just freaking realise i like to whine too.
hahaha.

i wanna laugh my days away.
let it be that way ok.

but i m waking up at 6 am tmr.
teach me how.

aint your stereotypical girl freaking out @ 9:26 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005

i was sitting in front of my computer.
just came back from meeting quiqiu. today w practical was fun. nth's tt wrong. but
sumtink like just flash by and there i visualised myself crying to bed.
..

havent feel like tt in forever.
man i just want constancy in my life. not normality. its security.
maybe i m thinking too much, maybe i m paranoid..maybe there are so many maybes.
come what may. there were times when i doubt what say

shit. maybe thats life.

aint your stereotypical girl freaking out @ 10:42 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

when life gets horribly packed and busy,
when its all work and study and sch and bf [lol]
it feels good to know that there are pple out there who wanna grab just a moment with you. People who didnt forget you despite their own busy schedule
people who dont wana lose you
people who might just remain in ur life for a very long period of time. =]

forwarded msgs as simple as they seem, put a smile on my face.
miss calls signify something
typed msgs brighten up days.

friends. wad wud life be w/o them. hheehe
i so love being sc.
i so love my friends.
i so love my darling.

life is good.

seriously school is kinda moving FAST.
still not in the schooling mood.
tink i will be quitting this very good job soon.
i cant breathe fast enough for life.

aint your stereotypical girl freaking out @ 7:42 PM

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

my very pretty life just crashed dwn on me.
haha.
sch just reopen. i guess its been so long since i last blog.
my life is still preetty. i found something i nv tot i need. [i-u]
hahaha.
i dont hate sch reopen BUT the DOPT class just splited into TWO. how shit is that. 6 sis split into 3-3.
HT in different class as me. and her timetable is better than mine!! how shit is that.
for lab assignment i heard i might partner w a guy who forward his module. [ht say one]
OMG. . .
i almost study 8-5 everyday. b4 i saw the split class timetable, i had a timetable as beautiful as anything. but now. HOW SHIT IS THAT??!!?!?!
OMGOMGOJMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. shit la.

today wake up @ 6.3o go sch halfway w ht receive msg that the lecturer is sick. dont need come. how shit is that!! ct msg in the morning she sick not going. how i wished i cant wake up. how shit is that?
omg. so i decided to pon the whole day coz i had aa 4hr break after the morning class. but after the 4hr break got a fierce lecturer class.
how shit is that!!
hahahaha. piece of shit. tell me life will be good.

nth is perfect huh.
tell me what is.

aint your stereotypical girl freaking out @ 7:23 PM

Friday, April 15, 2005

lalalala.
the happiness is within. its quiet and explosive at the same time.
exams are over. finally. if not wadever you do, there will be something deep inside that you let go. haha. i m tired. i m happy. i m satisfied. i m quite glad i m sc.
went to sakae w ht mel hong teing ling. 6 sisters..
haha.
then kbox..
then pool.

i ate like crazee. i sang like mad.
life shud be like that. shudnt it?
i m seriously tired. i get insomia every nit.
something is wrong with me?

=]

"zhi ba wo sheng ming tai duan" is a nice phrase.

aint your stereotypical girl freaking out @ 12:46 AM